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god's least favorite youth pastor, temenos mistral ([personal profile] inquired) wrote2023-09-18 06:42 pm
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w2, saturday

[personal profile] ballies 2023-10-08 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ wow she hates it here.



this is in the void. the despair void. ]
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[personal profile] ballies 2023-10-08 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
“Tantrum” is one way of putting it. Very polite, considering it was an absolute mess and disaster otherwise.
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[personal profile] ballies 2023-10-08 08:45 am (UTC)(link)
… Hans wasn’t wrong that we didn’t exactly do enough to see what was going on. We got so muddled, worse than last week by far.
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[personal profile] ballies 2023-10-08 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Yet, if he didn't do it we still messed up enough to send someone innocent into a death match, Temenos.
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[personal profile] ballies 2023-10-08 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Neither did I. Still feels terrible though, when you break it down to the basics. I understand why there were that many accusations at the end, but the timing and the stress... it leads to snap decisions.
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[personal profile] ballies 2023-10-08 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ i need to take an eight week USA holiday because the way i woke up this morning like i think i know what happened now it's not 2am made me want to fight myself. ]

... there are probably other reasons too, yes. But confronting harsh truths is something we've had to do before here and we'll probably have to do again.

But the last minute discussion, the yelling. That didn't help if anyone wasn't sure what was going on. It's easy to get swept up in the crowd.
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[personal profile] ballies 2023-10-08 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
No kidding.

[ she thinks, briefly, of things ryuki doesn't know yet. and the horrible realisation that someone they were all fond of had done something they couldn't take back. ]

It's never easy, having to bring these things to light. And it's worse when you don't have the luxury of going back to fix a mistake, with clearer hindsight. Even back home it's not like things were ever really that kind though.

[ ... ]

Axel showed you the note we got on Thursday, I'm guessing? If Hans doesn't walk out of the execution tomorrow, we're going to have to try and keep Danny and Nimona safe somehow.
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[personal profile] ballies 2023-10-08 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she looks thoughtful. ]

I wonder if the people we keep running into around the city are heroes who failed.
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[personal profile] ballies 2023-10-08 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ honestly i love that for him. hilarious. ]

I don't think it negates the trauma of the "murder". But--

[ she looks thoughtful. ]

The only way I can think of that happening is if the people walking around are data, or... we'rd all data, and "dying" is just removing us from the active field...
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[personal profile] ballies 2023-10-08 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
You have no idea what I'm talking about, do you?