[ there's no shame in emotional openness, though, temenos himself in this case is probably better at preaching than practicing. after all, axel is one of the only people here who's seen a true display of any of his emotions - the frustration of losing his powers - and he rarely seems afflicted by anything. even today's events barely bothered him. even now, he's immovable.
but. there's a lesson to be learned from the warmth of others, and it is one he often basks in. this is no different; when axel catches his hand, he does not stop him, by now much more comfortable with the gesture. it's like having a cat, you've got to socialize them a little. ]
You don't have to thank me. [ please. gently chiding, but there's zero heat to it. ] Who would I be, were I unable to provide a bit of comfort?
Our circumstances here are particularly unique. [ that level of crazy is. unfortunately not unfamiliar to temenos, but that's a story for another day. ] So, a reaction to them is, frankly, normal. To lose a friend in this way is like a betrayal, in some sense; the person you thought you knew is dead, even if they still live.
[ And warmth, that is something Axel has to give in spades. Nothing less, nothing so small to consider it a mere ember. But, certainly not so heated to be anywhere near an open fire.
More a cozy one he is more than glad to surround Temenos within at any (reasonable) given moment. Not just as thanks, of course. ]
I guess that's a good question. But, don't think I won't show any appreciation where it's supposed to be given.
[ Axel says in a teasing tone himself, feeling...like, well. As each moment passes like the wound is less of a gaping hole. Without thinking too hard, he intertwines their fingers. ]
...Suppose you're right. And just because somebody's experienced a betrayal, doesn't always make it easier when it happens. Even if it's like this.
ah. well, okay. he tilts his fingers just a touch, enough to go with the gesture - allowing axel to lace their hands together. ]
Precisely that. [ after all, betrayal is not far from temenos's mind, either. the largest betrayer in the church was closer to him than he ever would've liked.
so. he gets it. he gives the hand in his a small squeeze. ]
I'm sorry, that it's something you had to face before this place - and that it 's come to you again. [ ... ] If you'd ever like to talk about it, I'm always here.
Never taking such touch for granted, he is going to enjoy the warmth of holding his hand for as long as he can.
The way his response follows afterwards as well? Indicates that they've got some other similarities in their pasts, he imagines. Not a great commonality to share, though enough to make him wonder...how many times has Temenos been betrayed?
Axel doesn't let his own mind wander too far, otherwise he'd get too caught up in his head. ]
Hearing you say that means a lot. [ He chuckles a little at that, actually. ] If there's anyone I'd want to hear a word about in regards to this, it'd be you. Though, the true battle might be knowing where to start.
Not to be a downer, since it wasn't exactly an apocalyptic event.
[ Axel easily allows this; it feels so comfortable now. Natural.
Though, when Temenos uses the word 'downer', that nets an amused look from Axel, a chuckle even escaping him. ]
...Yeah, I guess it is.
[ A thoughtful look comes across his face, before nodding. ]
I guess I could tell you that when I was younger, I thought it would be a good idea to sneak into a whole entire royal castle and rope my friend, Isa, into coming along.
[ okay this is kind of funny. he turns his head up to look at him, keeping their hands loosely laced together, and his expression goes mischievous as he latches onto the new conversation topic with ease. ]
Oh? You, mischievous? Now, that I could never see.
[ there's an amused little light on his face - and truthfully, he's glad to see axel leaning into something a little more normal. a marked improvement from how upset he was when they first made it back to the dorm. ]
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but. there's a lesson to be learned from the warmth of others, and it is one he often basks in. this is no different; when axel catches his hand, he does not stop him, by now much more comfortable with the gesture. it's like having a cat, you've got to socialize them a little. ]
You don't have to thank me. [ please. gently chiding, but there's zero heat to it. ] Who would I be, were I unable to provide a bit of comfort?
Our circumstances here are particularly unique. [ that level of crazy is. unfortunately not unfamiliar to temenos, but that's a story for another day. ] So, a reaction to them is, frankly, normal. To lose a friend in this way is like a betrayal, in some sense; the person you thought you knew is dead, even if they still live.
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More a cozy one he is more than glad to surround Temenos within at any (reasonable) given moment. Not just as thanks, of course. ]
I guess that's a good question. But, don't think I won't show any appreciation where it's supposed to be given.
[ Axel says in a teasing tone himself, feeling...like, well. As each moment passes like the wound is less of a gaping hole. Without thinking too hard, he intertwines their fingers. ]
...Suppose you're right. And just because somebody's experienced a betrayal, doesn't always make it easier when it happens. Even if it's like this.
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ah. well, okay. he tilts his fingers just a touch, enough to go with the gesture - allowing axel to lace their hands together. ]
Precisely that. [ after all, betrayal is not far from temenos's mind, either. the largest betrayer in the church was closer to him than he ever would've liked.
so. he gets it. he gives the hand in his a small squeeze. ]
I'm sorry, that it's something you had to face before this place - and that it 's come to you again. [ ... ] If you'd ever like to talk about it, I'm always here.
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Never taking such touch for granted, he is going to enjoy the warmth of holding his hand for as long as he can.
The way his response follows afterwards as well? Indicates that they've got some other similarities in their pasts, he imagines. Not a great commonality to share, though enough to make him wonder...how many times has Temenos been betrayed?
Axel doesn't let his own mind wander too far, otherwise he'd get too caught up in his head. ]
Hearing you say that means a lot. [ He chuckles a little at that, actually. ] If there's anyone I'd want to hear a word about in regards to this, it'd be you. Though, the true battle might be knowing where to start.
Not to be a downer, since it wasn't exactly an apocalyptic event.
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I think, perhaps after this weekend, being a 'downer' [ a funny word that comes out of temenos's mouth. ] is more than allowed.
Perhaps we can exchange stories - something a touch, ah. Apocalyptic, for something a bit lighter, to cleanse the palate. What do you think?
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Though, when Temenos uses the word 'downer', that nets an amused look from Axel, a chuckle even escaping him. ]
...Yeah, I guess it is.
[ A thoughtful look comes across his face, before nodding. ]
I guess I could tell you that when I was younger, I thought it would be a good idea to sneak into a whole entire royal castle and rope my friend, Isa, into coming along.
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Oh? You, mischievous? Now, that I could never see.
[ there's an amused little light on his face - and truthfully, he's glad to see axel leaning into something a little more normal. a marked improvement from how upset he was when they first made it back to the dorm. ]
What happened?
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Temenos even teasing gets the red head to snort. ]
A rarity for me for sure.
[ He will take any levity right about now. Axel thinks he's also done well in conveying the things he wanted to speak in confidence anyway. ]
...Well, we actually got thrown out. A lot of times. [ ... ] Did I mention we tried this multiple times?